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herstory...

just another stories about girl who's trapped in me

berlalala

By 4:08 AM ,

maybe thats tooo early to publish something on my blogspot, yeah i havent slept yet since about 5hours ago. insomaniac!

hm okay, in about 5-hours-ago-since-i'd-woken-up-by-my-annoying-lil-bro, i have been surfing on any social network. plurk, myspace, friendster, tumblr, formspring, hi5, posterous, wordpress, kaskus and many more. thats stupid thing, but i extremely love doing that to kill my boredness, and perhaps, make me more up to date and know what goes on in this whole world.
anyway, today is the last day of 2009 isnt it? and tomorrow-if everything goes normally-is the new year, 2010.

2010, i have manyy resolution on that. i already wrote it on a simple list. idk why, seems hard to face 2010. thats hard to say "yes am ready to gofightwin" -wish you know what i mean, i talk about UAN!- I still wanna play, still want to dream.

i wake up and smile to the world, but theres no response.
everything goes blurry.

my heart beats faster, all i freakin wanna do is scream or shout or whatever that "WOOY TAHUN DEPAN GUE UDAH KULIAAAH". konyol.

theres so many wishes. and i know how much the effort could be. theres no need to beg on someone or something but everything that i-we shall do is fight! hm theres no need to beg on something, but Allah. you have to believe the hadits which says that your destiny and your pray have a battle in the sky. so, pray!

hemm talking about God, makes me remember something. oh ya, when i was doing the social-network-walking, i found my friend stated in her account, that her religion is atheist. i cant think about anything. that is very dramatically tragic. when someone doesnt have a God, to whom he will beg, pray and wish for something?
i cant change anyone's ways to think. the 'hidayah' is only given by Allah. i was sad when i saw that.

yaya before the ngaco thing majoring this post, i have to finish it all!

okelah kalau begitu, 2010 ready or not i know you must be coming, so welcome 2010, bye 2009. i will miss everything i have done yesterday. i'll miss everyone's smile, everyones tears, everyone's anger, everyone's dream, and everyone who was coloring my day!

wish we all the best :DD
oia sorry if my english is bad, namanya juga belajar :p

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